I need more.
I kinda want any job I can get at this moment.
I miss fat checks.
And having dough to spend.
I want new shoes.
New clothes.
Bullshit.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Entitlement & arrogance
Thaaanks, muhfukker, for stealing my parking space. Check out my UH parking permit, even if it doesn't mean shit outside of campus. Idiot.
Yes, girl in line at HEB. I AM better than you. I don't know where your clothes came from but I have a U of H shirt on. You're purchasing diapers and shit. I'm getting cookie dough.
I'm horrible.
People bug the crap out of me. I need to graduate already. Having all these kids around me is driving me insane. Always all up in my space. =(
I don't know what to do with my life.
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I feel like I should blog about important things... so here goes.
Topic: [[Bullying]]
I take being LEFT ALONE for granted sometimes. I'm grateful to be left alone now that I'm older. Bullying, to me, seems like a right of passage. I don't like that it is and I definitely am against those who go to great lengths to make others feel horrible. But, honestly, who hasn't done it or been victim of it?
I'm glad people are speaking out against it and so much attention is being brought up, although it's due to 5 suicides. I'm sorry those kids did that to themselves. I wish someone was there for them. Lack of support is another thing to blame aside from the perpetrators.
And homophobia? Okay, I know everyone has met a gay person that they just didn't like. Just like meeting any OTHER oriented person and being sort of... not interested. But don't let that one or couple of gay people ruin your entire perspective. Idiot.
One thing... ONE thing that bothers me THE MOST about ANYONE and ANYTHING in regards to ANYTHING and EVERYTHING... is when a person cares too much about something that they DO NOT LIKE or that bothers them. STOP... FUCKING... CARING/WORRYING ABOUT IT. Don't make it your goddamn business. People have the freedom to do whatever they want (accordingly with the law, and I mean shit like stealing and vandalism) just like people have the freedom to disagree. Go about your business and you will feel better, promise.
Mad because 2 men have anal sex and suck each other off? What the fuck else are they gonna do? And what's wrong with anal sex? ;P (opening up another can of worms? SHAT THA FACK UP!)
Errbody, mind ya bidnis.
Quit driving people to kill themselves.
It's not society, it's not the media, it's not the parents... IT'S YOU.
Anyvayz... Back to the point.. bullying sucks but it happens. I hope these deaths bring awareness to bullies as to their extent of bullying. Obviously, it makes you feel better about yourself to pick on someone else so that people will laugh and you'll think you're funny and important. Atleast be real about it and let everyone get on with their lives. <--- I don't CONDONE bullying.. but get real, bitches. This shit happens.
And victims of bullying... I really hope you have friends that are down for you no matter what and do NOT forget about these people. Things get better. Time = opportunity. Don't cut yourself short. Who ever's picking on you has it coming to them. Karma's a bitch.
Yes, girl in line at HEB. I AM better than you. I don't know where your clothes came from but I have a U of H shirt on. You're purchasing diapers and shit. I'm getting cookie dough.
I'm horrible.
People bug the crap out of me. I need to graduate already. Having all these kids around me is driving me insane. Always all up in my space. =(
I don't know what to do with my life.
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I feel like I should blog about important things... so here goes.
Topic: [[Bullying]]
I take being LEFT ALONE for granted sometimes. I'm grateful to be left alone now that I'm older. Bullying, to me, seems like a right of passage. I don't like that it is and I definitely am against those who go to great lengths to make others feel horrible. But, honestly, who hasn't done it or been victim of it?
I'm glad people are speaking out against it and so much attention is being brought up, although it's due to 5 suicides. I'm sorry those kids did that to themselves. I wish someone was there for them. Lack of support is another thing to blame aside from the perpetrators.
And homophobia? Okay, I know everyone has met a gay person that they just didn't like. Just like meeting any OTHER oriented person and being sort of... not interested. But don't let that one or couple of gay people ruin your entire perspective. Idiot.
One thing... ONE thing that bothers me THE MOST about ANYONE and ANYTHING in regards to ANYTHING and EVERYTHING... is when a person cares too much about something that they DO NOT LIKE or that bothers them. STOP... FUCKING... CARING/WORRYING ABOUT IT. Don't make it your goddamn business. People have the freedom to do whatever they want (accordingly with the law, and I mean shit like stealing and vandalism) just like people have the freedom to disagree. Go about your business and you will feel better, promise.
Mad because 2 men have anal sex and suck each other off? What the fuck else are they gonna do? And what's wrong with anal sex? ;P (opening up another can of worms? SHAT THA FACK UP!)
Errbody, mind ya bidnis.
Quit driving people to kill themselves.
It's not society, it's not the media, it's not the parents... IT'S YOU.
Anyvayz... Back to the point.. bullying sucks but it happens. I hope these deaths bring awareness to bullies as to their extent of bullying. Obviously, it makes you feel better about yourself to pick on someone else so that people will laugh and you'll think you're funny and important. Atleast be real about it and let everyone get on with their lives. <--- I don't CONDONE bullying.. but get real, bitches. This shit happens.
And victims of bullying... I really hope you have friends that are down for you no matter what and do NOT forget about these people. Things get better. Time = opportunity. Don't cut yourself short. Who ever's picking on you has it coming to them. Karma's a bitch.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Not excited...
About today AND tomorrow.
Came to school yesterday for a study group session for, I think, the first time ever in my life. I sat down with people in class whom I hardly if ever speak to for 6 hours just writing and reorganizing my notes, collaborating with them to get information I didn't have and provide them with the same. It was nice but I was the first one to leave... Haha, damn. Studying is serious business. I hope I do well.
That aside, today I need to answer 5 essay questions... well, atleast three of them but they all need to be 4 pages, double-spaced in length. I haven't even started but I have from 11:30am-2:30pm to do this and hopefully I can. I'm totally confident I can but SHEEEYIIIT, of course I don't WANT to do it.
On top of this, I think I got maybe... <2hrs of sleep? I'm already feeling it. I packed myself a banana to eat and 5 tablespoons worth of instant coffee (5 cups), sweet & low packets and a mug. I better be caffeine buzzing and awake, even if I'm starving. Hahaha. Sadface.
As for tomorrow, I was going to e-mail my psych professor some interview questions to get a little bit more background info on her for a biographical sketch that I need to write for my writing class. NATURALLY, I spent my weekend doing ABSOLUTELY nothing school related and if I did, by chance, do anything of the sort it was by ACCIDENT and/or OBLIGATION. Sooo... yeah, procrastination is the key to success. At least for me.
I listen to people talk about research labs they're in and recommendation letters they hope to get out of them.
I don't think grad school is in the cards for me because it's so late and I haven't even done any of that. I retract my former statement; procrastination is not a good idea.
Came to school yesterday for a study group session for, I think, the first time ever in my life. I sat down with people in class whom I hardly if ever speak to for 6 hours just writing and reorganizing my notes, collaborating with them to get information I didn't have and provide them with the same. It was nice but I was the first one to leave... Haha, damn. Studying is serious business. I hope I do well.
That aside, today I need to answer 5 essay questions... well, atleast three of them but they all need to be 4 pages, double-spaced in length. I haven't even started but I have from 11:30am-2:30pm to do this and hopefully I can. I'm totally confident I can but SHEEEYIIIT, of course I don't WANT to do it.
On top of this, I think I got maybe... <2hrs of sleep? I'm already feeling it. I packed myself a banana to eat and 5 tablespoons worth of instant coffee (5 cups), sweet & low packets and a mug. I better be caffeine buzzing and awake, even if I'm starving. Hahaha. Sadface.
As for tomorrow, I was going to e-mail my psych professor some interview questions to get a little bit more background info on her for a biographical sketch that I need to write for my writing class. NATURALLY, I spent my weekend doing ABSOLUTELY nothing school related and if I did, by chance, do anything of the sort it was by ACCIDENT and/or OBLIGATION. Sooo... yeah, procrastination is the key to success. At least for me.
I listen to people talk about research labs they're in and recommendation letters they hope to get out of them.
I don't think grad school is in the cards for me because it's so late and I haven't even done any of that. I retract my former statement; procrastination is not a good idea.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Calling it a night?
Saw the Town. It was okay.
It always happens.
And its kind of annoying and a relief.
But whenever I talk to someone new to distract myself from someone old, that's when the old person blows up my phone.
I love/hate this.
But I always miss that old person.
Sorry new person.
It always happens.
And its kind of annoying and a relief.
But whenever I talk to someone new to distract myself from someone old, that's when the old person blows up my phone.
I love/hate this.
But I always miss that old person.
Sorry new person.
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